December 2011
i hate everything. seriously thinking about asking to take a break from college or leaving all together. i just dont know what i would do with my life. maybe i should take a year out to sort myself out.. but i dont want to loose like the only friends i have. i cant handle this college work at the moment. ive done nothing. and i supposed to have finished two units by now. i have barley finished...
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You said you want to be outside and you want to feel alive I said I didn’t want to move I just wanted to survive So I sit here waiting for the sun to come And I watched it rise like we’d never done I want to kill myself just to kill all the pain But then you’d know you’d feel like you’re the one to blame You were just too young and just too smart Probably the best...
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i got a lovely selection of lush soaps and i just used the peppermint one. my hair smells great
i got a vast aray of books for christmas, i got jack londons collection and many books by Sylvia plath. im reading the bell jar by here at the moment and cant put it down at all.
Why does everything fucking suck. I don’t want to fucking be here. Let be fucking leave. But oh no I’m to polite to say this fucking sucks. Why am I such a fucking gay :@
Well here goes another terrible christmas. Dreading every second. Every year I hope its going to be better and its not. -_- fuck sake. Kill me
My dreams are super weird at the moment :( dream catcher why you no work :(
The sky look amazinggggg
Ignorance is bliss
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